Today I need...

a moment to sit.

To sit at this table and create with this little helper.
Or maybe just sit here.

Today I am thinking of my brother-in-law who lost his grandma and I would really like to be sitting somewhere quiet and peaceful. I feel all out of sorts, helpless. I am thinking of Kayla who I am sure is doing her best right now to love and support her husband in an impossibly hard time. I remember when my Uncle Todd died and I couldn't understand how the world just keeps going when our world had stopped completely. Saying goodbye is never easy. It just isn't.

I love you Brian and I am thinking of you today and your family.
I am so very sorry that you are hurting.