Our second ayahuasca ceremony (of eight) was last night. To date it was the hardest thing I've ever done. Harder than having my chin stitched to my chest for 7 days post trachea surgery. Harder than divorce. Harder than closing a business and going through foreclosure. Harder than the unexpected death of my uncle Todd. 🌑🌑🌑
I was confronted with darkness that I wasn't sure I could bear. It's taken me all day to begin processing it and what I know is this - I will not quit before the miracles reveal themselves and I am not a victim of this medicine.
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No ceremony tonight which feels like the most incredible gift.
New Strengths
